I came to see Prof on Tuesday – after two weeks of no meeting. Feel so relieved after meeting them. During those two weeks, I feel so worried, particularly when checking emails — I’m afraid that they will ask about the results. I know this anxiety is weird: I have email them that I will take 2-3 days off to accompany my father to hospital, and also there were Chinese New Year, but still I feel so worried. But after seeing them (one on Friday, another one on Tuesday), I feel soooo relieved. They agree on what I did, and my results is not too bad.

I know this is not good: that my peace, my feeling depends on my professors’ comments on my works 😦